Hörst du mich leise weinen?: Auf der Suche nach meinem Glück in Deutschland (Do you hear me cry, silenty?)

About the Author

Ombeni Ngonyani, geboren am Fuß des Kilimanjaro, kam Ende 1984 nach Deutschland. Sie ist Mutter von sechs Kindern und lebt in Norddeutschland.

About the book

Alisha Ngoni ist noch ein Teenager, als sie mit ihrem Baby ganz allein von Tansania nach Deutschland zu ihrem deutschen Mann fliegt, in den sie sich in ihrer Heimat verliebt hatte und in dem sie ihren Prinzen sieht. Mit ihm eine eigene Familie gründen, endlich Liebe und Anerkennung erfahren dürfen, viele Kinder groß ziehen – das ist ihr größter Wunsch. Denn hinter ihr liegt ein Leben, das geprägt ist von Missbrauch und der Gefühlskälte der eigenen Mutter. Doch die ungleiche Liebe mit ihrem älteren Mann vermag ihre verletzte Seele nicht zu heilen. Der Start in ein neues Leben, eine neue Kultur ist beschwerlich, und das junge Mädchen droht daran zu zerbrechen. Nur die Liebe zu ihren Kindern gibt Alisha die Kraft, sich von den dunklen Schatten zu befreien – und so erobert sie sich Stück für Stück das, wovon sie immer geträumt hat: Ihr Glück in einer neuen Heimat.


About the Author

Ombeni Ngonyani, born at the foot of Mount Kilimanjaro, came to Germany in 1984 and has
lived since then in Northern Germany. She is the mother of six.

About the book

Alisha Ngoni is still a teenager when she and her baby come to Germany by plane, all on
their own, to join her German husband with whom she has fallen in love in her native country and in whom she sees her future "prince charming".

Her most sacred wish is to start a family with him and to finally experience unqualified love and respect. She leaves behind a life characterized by abuse and the coldness of her mother. But the uneven love to her elder husband is not capable of healing her traumatized soul.

The start into a new life and a new culture is troublesome and the young girl is about to be crushed by the seemingly unsurmountable difficulties she is faced with. It is only the love to her children that gives Alisha the strength to break free and overcome the dark shadows of her past. Bit by bit, she regains what she has come to Germany for and what she has always dreamt about: finding happiness and fulfillment in her newly-adopted home country.

Copyright by Ombeni Ngonyani/ Agatha Ngonyani Hannover & Hamburg/ / Kurt Bangert (Philia Edition) Bad Nauheim and Andreas Lange Hannover

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About the Author

I’m Birungi Gillian, almost 22 years old and I’m from Uganda East Africa. I’m currently in nursing school. I’m born in a family of seven, three brothers and one sister.

About the Book

The story was meant to be a real life story and I will need more courage to bring out the whole story. Growing up in a 3rd World country, mob things do happen and all I was trying to do was bring out the story of self-discovery, which isn’t easy and most of us have lost our way and always look for what to blame when things don’t work out according to what we expected.

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The First Day of School/ The College Tour/ Choices by Jeanine Nicole

About the Author

Jeanine Nicole is a myriad of thing. She is a writer. She is a mother. She is a Black woman. She is a Gemini. She is beautiful. She is crazy. She is goofy. She loves to cook. She is lovable. She is annoying. She is nonchalant. She is just me!

I have been writing since I was 5 years old. My first short story was, “The Princess Who Never Won.” It was a little picture book that I wrote and drew in kindergarten and since then, I have been hooked. I have three books that have been published and just started my own production company, “A DayDream Production.” I have several projects underway which include a stage play and creating a screenplay. I want my production company to be on Oprah status, you know?

To say that writing is a passion is an understatement. It is my life. It is my therapy. It is my voice. When it comes to writing, I love all aspects of it. Here, you will get a multidimensional blog. I mentioned I’m a Gemini right? I will talk about various things from relationships to baby daddies to celebs to hair care to sex tips to Black power. It’s never a boring day over here🙂. My main goal for this blog is to be me and express my true self. As long as I am true to myself, my words will reciprocate. So, sit back…take a shot (as I have had a few) and enjoy this journey to see who Jeanine Nicole really is.

Books by Jeanine Nicole


The First Day of School

Jasmine has just started preschool. She is so excited for her first day of school, but her mean brother, Tommy, makes her believe that school is scary. Will Jasmine have
fun on her first day of school or will she be too scared to even leave her room?

The College Tour

A modern day "Breakfast Club", The College Tour is a journey between ten characters who are embarking on a new chapter of life. During this journey, students relate to one another and step away from their stereotypical roles. They learn to embrace one another and not quickly judge someone.


Young love should be one of life's great experiences. But what if you had to choose between two? Welcome to Amari's world. There's Terry, the street smart New Yorker who first stole her heart. And then Jason. The persistent and charismatic musician who has opened her eyes to a new world. Who should she choose? The man that makes her heart skip a beat or the man who can provide her with every need? 

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